Lama Jinpa Tharchin
Through the enduring aspiration of many serious Dharma Students, I have
been requested to take on the responsibilities of teacher at the
Bodhisattva Institute. While I feel less than qualified for such a task, I have
willingly accepted this appointment and will do my best to provide the
teachings and example that will benefit the students here and all sentient
beings.
My background is much like any of yours; I grew up in the mid-west, and
attended the University of Michigan where I graduated in 1970, having lived
through some of the most tumultuous times on that activist campus. Shortly
after my graduation, I began to meditate, teaching myself to sit zazen style
and reciting a daily refuge prayer that I found in a book. I continued this
practice with a fair amount of diligence for six years. In 1977 I attended the
Jack Kerouac School at Naropa Institute in Boulder, where I was encouraged to
participate in the group meditations at the Dharmadhatu center, guided in those
days by Chogyam Trungpa Rinpoche. I found this to be thoroughly inspiring.
While following a course of writing classes, I concurrently studied with
Maizumi Roshi of the L.A. Zen Center, who was in residence in Boulder at the
time. My practice took on a greater depth an my interest in the formal study of
Buddhism increased. In 1979 I had the great good fortune to meet His Holiness
the Dalai Lama in Berkeley, California, and received a profound blessing from
him. This inspired me to begin a search for a personal teacher.
After a year
living in France and attending school there, I returned to the states in the
summer of 1980, and by chance happened upon the KDK center in San Francisco
which was located near where I was living. I met Lama Lodru Rinpoche and
immediately took formal refuge with him and began to practice under his direct
guidance. Within a year I was fortunate enough to meet Trungpa Rinpoche, Jamgon
Kongtrul Rinpoche, and best of all, His Holiness the Sixteenth Karmapa. This
was, needless to say, a most profound and life-changing experience. I feel
truly grateful to Lama Lodru Rinpoche for guiding me to these auspicious
connections.
Three-Year Retreat
One year after, again through the great blessing of Lama Lodru Rinpoche, I met
my root lama, His Eminence Kalu Rinpoche. I attended the Kalachakra empowerment
and teaching that Kalu Rinpoche bestowed on that visit, and also attended a
16-day retreat in Oregon, where Kalu Rinpoche bestowed many teachings of the
Dagpo and Shangpa Kagyu lineages. It was at this time that Rinpoche suggested
to a small number of his students that we prepare for the traditional
Three-Year Retreat.
Rinpoche promised he would return as soon as we were ready
and bestow the necessary empowerments, instructions, and reading transmissions
for the retreat. During the next four years I practiced and prepared, and
through the great blessings of my Dharma teachers and friends, I was able to
complete my ngondro practice, learn a modicum of Tibetan, and develop the
renunciation and devotion to enable me to undertake the Three-Year Retreat.
In
1986, Kalu Rinpoche returned to the US and gave Mahamudra teachings in San
Francisco. After that we traveled north to Oregon for what would be the most
profound two weeks of my life. During that period of time, in spite of his advanced
years, Rinpoche tirelessly bestowed the extensive cycle of Shangpa Kagyu
empowerments and several empowerments from the Karma Kagyu that would be
necessary for our retreat. This was totally inspiring, magical at times, and
close to overwhelming. I cannot fully describe what really happened during
those two weeks; I can only hope that by my actions and practice others may
come to experience something of the all-pervading wisdom, power, and compassion
that swept us away at that time.
At the conclusion of the empowerments,
Rinpoche formally placed us in retreat at the KDK retreat land (then near
Marcola, Oregon), giving us vows and encouraging us to attain full
enlightenment for the benefit of all beings. The following three years and
three months were marked by great effort, discipline, and intensive meditation
practice. I won't say that is was always easy, but at times I had the
impression I was abiding in the pure realms, all conditions conducive to
liberation. Both Lama Lodru and Lama Tsang-Tsing, our retreat master, were
extremely kind and helpful throughout the retreat, providing us with everything
we needed to accomplish our purpose. His Eminence Kalu Rinpoche passed beyond
this realm during our retreat, but continues even now to provide me with my inspiration
to follow the path to its natural destination. Through the blessing of Lama
Lodru Rinpoche, were visited and received teachings from Situ Rinpoche, Jamgon
Kongtrul Rinpoche, and Khenpo Tsultrim Gyamtso Rinpoche. At the conclusion of
the retreat., the Venerable Thrangu Rinpoche kindly opened the gates for us and
gave us our instructions on how to return to the world.
Into Samsara and Beyond
I must say, re-entering the samsaric world of busy-ness, frustration, and
sorrow was more difficult than leaving it and entering retreat. Due to the
fundamental ignorance and karmic obscurations, we are all caught in this prison
of worldly concerns; they surround us, trap us, they lock us down. What appears
to free us from our sorrow, pain, and frustration is in every case an illusion,
only going to further tightening the knots of samsara around our hearts. Each
of us and all motherly sentient beings are confined in this way. Only an
understanding and practice of the true Buddhadharma can free us.
In the future, I will outline my hopes and aspirations for the Bodhisattva
Institute, based on Kalu Rinpoche's own instructions to his Lamas in the West.
Fundamentally we are here to establish the authentic Dharma in this country and
to ensure its stability in the future. While having deep respect for all
positive spiritual traditions, we will study and practice in particular the
precious Kagyu teachings, with the sincere aspiration and purpose to benefit
all beings through developing an altruistic attitude of compassion and loving
kindness and the pure, nonconceptual Wisdom Mind of all the Buddhas.
Though I
have neither erudition nor meditative realization, I am here through the
blessings of my own Lamas and the lineage to which I am devoted. My hope is always
to keep my mind and personality at one with the Dharma, to uphold the teachings
of my lineage, and to fulfill the wishes of my kind root Lamas. With great
humility I invite you all to join me in this profound endeavor. May all our
aspirations come to fruition and may all beings benefit.
Sarva Mangalam!
Lama Jinpa Tharchin